PAST
every second minute hour day month year in life
all supposed to be memories
we can't do anything about it
too much things go by
i can't remember each thing in my life
so do you
me
i had the most important person
i used to be
i fought a lot only for that guy
the most adorable guy i ever met
couldn't get over him
i said he would never be replaced
yess until years
we don't even know why we ended
and i had big big hope
but life has karma
too much for him
suffered me and others
not fair
now i am making it fair
i don't even remember why it was so deep and so strong
i don't remember much good thing
a bit still adore him
but the memory is empty
nothing left
what i remember is pain
tears
its so weird
like i forgot 1.5 years of my happy life with him
used to called it happy
then realize i don't even know
i feel nothing
cant feel like love used to be
or that was never love
then i thought it is?
now it is fair
i forgot all the things
big pressure to make it so much fair
till i scared all just fake up
or i just don't wanna be alone
so the past is passed
future will be the next
we need to face it up
