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^-^Saturday, August 22, 2009

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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” - Neil Gaiman

shine. this world this Life

10:19 AM

^-^Monday, August 17, 2009

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1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
i'm yours-the script

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
changes-will young

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
let it rock-kevin rudolf

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
happily never after-pussycatdolls

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
all those night- chase coy

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
our song- taylor swift

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
i will follow you into the dark-death cab for cutie

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
don't lie-BEP

WHAT IS 2+2?
hey there delilah- plain white's

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
JESUS,lover of my soul- hillsongkids

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
bapa yang kekal

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
never say never- the frey

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
love story- taylor swift

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
the good kind-the wreckers

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
just so you know- jesse mccartney

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
hate that i love you- rihanna ft.neyo

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
miss independent- ne yo

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
itu aku- sheila on7

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
JESUS is my superhero- hillsongkids

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
a little to not over you- david archuleta

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
MAD- ne yo

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
bring me flowers

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
p u s p a ?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
good bye- chris brown

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
full moon.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
all those night

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
stranger

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
do you know

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
never be replaced

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
viva la vida

shine. this world this Life

10:52 AM

^-^Sunday, August 16, 2009

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lt6PVVr4B04

it's kinda old song but i just realized the lyrics so touchy

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

shine. this world this Life

10:12 AM

^-^Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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IT'S NOT OVER- secondhand serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

shine. this world this Life

7:12 AM

^-^Saturday, August 1, 2009

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heyheyhey!

so whatsupp today?

i met VANI!finally!

then i met cha2, teppi n putri for the officially "first" time.

n hellooo i just found out you guys love to read my blog page

actually i think no one does. so i really appreciate it;)

indonesia has too much dramas

people make mistakes

talk about others

too childish for this reality

anyways i do too

i heard the L word today

every girl has their own different complicated love life

amazing huh?

life is hard just like you do love

maybe life a little harder

or love is harder?you choose you pick

wanna love but no guys is a problem

wanna love but with guys also a problem

people cant even choose one between them

so no one can deny it is hard to get the L thingy

im not letting you go not because i don't want to but i just can't

too many things we have got and i just stucked in it

not because you are the best

i know truly how jerk you can be

and the other just let me know how good they can be for me

then if all girls in this world like this

guess what the world gonna be?

xDD

shine. this world this Life

11:22 AM