ITS ALL ABOUT YOU
a thing that i miss the most. although i have a great time here but its still all about YOU. idk why omgs. jojo makes me think about that guy back and back again. n finally we tried to remember all nice things happened longlong time ago. then i read those last words that he gave me back on july 08
"halo josh, hm.. cepet banget y kamu udah di amrik. maafin aku kalo aku udh buad salah ke kamu. yah aku cm mo ngmg thank you banged buad smua. moga-moga km bisa belajar disana. buad yang dulu-dulu dilupain aja. jangan inget-inget lagi. kalo disana jangan lupa kirim-kirim surat ato apa gtu (hari gini masi pake surat?) oyaa.. jd sayang jg pas aku ultah kamu ga disini. jaga diri disana. hati-hati kamu kan udah gede jadi bisa bedain mana yang baik sama yang buruk. oya .. trus jg jgn lupa contact-contactan ma kakek kamu bonyok kamu. yah.. soalnya qta smua bakal kangen kamu. kita disini cuma bisa doa buad kamu biar kamu sukses disana. trus juga jangan lupa doa buad qta smua disini. yang terakir sori bgd aku ga bisa anterin kamu pas kamu pergi.
yawsa, keep in touch!
p.s. AKU SELALU NUNGGU KAMU"
i don't know why your words are still in my mind. and i don't know why i still trust on it. you make me keep wishing but its empty. and it still gonna be empty. until you coming back here again, hold my hands, and never let me go for the second time.
i hate an "always" word and still searching for a better word.
thatseventysixtingy.
-joshine briane